PHOEBE

Thia .

2010-02-13T10:41:00.002+08:00

0.o i'm going off to Thialand later @ 4. gonna reach airport. BABY! i'm so gonna miss you! love you'

catch up with you soon, after i come back! sorry man . then i cannot celebrate valenatine with you!
* p.s/! I CANNOT spell then EFF-ing word!

after coming back , gonna eat steamboat at kit yee's place. shopping! and rest . yeah! gonna skip school ^^

Never again.

2010-02-02T15:22:00.002+08:00

Everything's fine now. J-N i hope youre not angry with me anymore <:
i don't get to see you everyday so you must take care of yourself like what you told me 0.o

I’m sorry !’

2010-02-02T11:48:00.001+08:00

sighzxc , i’m seriously super sorry for what i have done. i don’t mean to said that you suck . just that i was damn angry at that moment . please don’t hate me . forgive me ?’

but if you hate me tell me , i will not find you again . you can go your way and i can go my . if you really want that . i will respect you, if i’m not the one youre finding you can tell me that too .

I’M SORRY IFAILED.

Don't You DARE HURT Me .

2010-01-31T18:07:00.002+08:00

WHY' is your mother fucking Relationship status 'Single .'
DISAPPOINTED .

i dunno what to say ' after i saw that . forget >< "
ANGRY!!!!

LOVE ' kIS.s the , Cheek '

2010-01-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE DAY' <:

Made me go oh-la-la .!

2010-01-24T21:47:00.003+08:00

' Small Boy i love you. soon will be our 1st month. last long last long. oh! i'm so proud of you , woohoo! came to church huh. finally . give you big kisses '
took 700A from bukit panjang. huh! i'm not your pillow still can hug me and sleep. somebody pretend sleep and poke me & bite me <: blah!
when to church 2nd svc, and 3rd svc. after that took a bus back from suntec. the new 700A' woah! so cool` and COLD. brrr! . . . reach at about 515. Bi ' bought MAC for me. then cab back together with his friends to boystown . then i cab back! <: lazy me.

bi, told me something about the word FAT! omgz!
guess what it's actually FUCk AND THROW. goshh! i don't understand why are girls go cheap this days. allow the guy to FUCk them then throw them away. WALAO.! i swear i will never have SEX, before marriage. ONLY AFTER MARRIAGE. HAzxc.~

P.S/ Baby' I LOVE YOU . teehee ^.^ even after we quarrel we still love each other huh <:
hahahaha <<<:

Priceless Gifts!

2010-01-20T21:57:00.004+08:00

Wa, gosh... i'm very so de sleepy now .

slept in physic lesson - got knock 2 times on the table and got caught for hair when i'm sleeping ><" slept in English lesson and got 2 dropped of MY saliva on the English "Storybook." <- that's my biggest nightmare in class. i... i saliv-ed. on my book!!!
D&T i felt so arhhh fuck up. seriously walk out shouting your name. hitting my bag . i'm totally nuts at that moment.
P.S/ about the broken much english.

after school, when and have lunch at vivo city with jasmine & co' . Ate pizza hut! bought my black gel liner. still got quite alot to buy. hahahaz... saw this sliver ring. man! so nice` but it only $5.90 i dunno why i did not buy. weird? then train home, kit yee and jasmine came to my HOUSE and slack oh! man... horrible. crazy jasmine!!! they when about at about 9.00,
good good! so i can bathe. omgz! i toilet is so yucky! wash my toilet now whiter <<<: nice!

* Bi,

even if you don't like studying. no no no! wrong starting that totally suck. okays bi, i know you don't enjoy studying but listen to me. i wish i could study all over again. i actually regret alot. so you should study dunno how to do, ask your teachers don't thick skin don't ask. don't do it cause of your face do it cause youre' different from people<<: if not ask me maybe i could help you [:

情爱得 , 我爱你 .

lastly i really wanna thank DADDY GOD, youre so awesome. i don't have a clue why? but i suddenly see/feel the favour of GOD all over flowing in me. and my super bad temper has clam down really really alot since last year i wanna thank ABBA for that seriously.
Thank-Giving!

I caught myself smiling' realise-ing i'm thinking of you.

2010-01-19T18:31:00.003+08:00

Rawr ' school = fun , sleepy , boring' SHINGZ.

when for facial yesterday, some new shop @ chaintown point intro by jolyn. her cousins' working there. 0.o she so pretty. i found some basic home facial that can be done at home. <<: oh! anyway, i still wanna get my long wallet. damn it.

*bi, arh! learn to forgive your teacher man. i dont want you to drop out of school, so not the good ._. rmb you promise me you would study hard this year. even if you wanna go private school how do you or how are you gonna get the money. your dad?! i don't think so right?'
I love you :D

Stage Fright.

2010-01-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

I know you're scared
Everybody get's a little bit of stage fright
But when prepared and the mood is set
And it's coming together just right
What should we do now that we're
Caught in the middle of the spotlight?
I can feel your butterflies
If we kiss will they fly away? oh

We had our whole life scripted
But we tossed it to the side
Those words can't tell us nothing
Come on baby, let's improvise
Whoa, Do you trust me enough
If we become two rebels
Whoa, just like outlaws on the run
All we have is each other
Whoa, I will eat, sleep, breathe our love
If you become a rebel with me

The night is young
And when everybody's fast asleep
We're still rehearsing
The sun comes up
I can see you in the dark
But you're looking even better in the morning
What should we do now that we're
Caught in the middle of the sunlight?
You might even wanna hide
But together we can run away, oh

We had our whole life scripted
But we tossed it to the side
Those words can't tell us nothing
Come on baby, let's improvise
Whoa, Do you trust me enough
If we become two rebels
Whoa, just like outlaws on the run
All we have is each other
Whoa, I will eat, sleep, breathe our love
If you become a rebel with me

Oh, oh, baby we're two rebels
Oh, oh, in this black and white
Black and white world
Oh, oh, baby we're two rebels
Oh, oh, in this black and white
Black and white world
Oh, oh, baby we're two rebels
Oh, oh, in this black and white
Black and white world
Oh, oh, baby we're two rebels
Oh, oh, in this black and white
Black and white

Whoa, Do you trust me enough
If we become two rebels
Whoa, just like outlaws on the run
All we have is each other
Whoa, I will eat, sleep, breathe our love
If you become a rebel with me
If you become a rebel with me
If you become a rebel with me
If you become a rebel with me
If you become a rebel with me
{two rebels- Honor society <:

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It's sunday and it's the day i meet up with Mr.Small boy! as per normal but this time he was late, like around 45mins late. horrible ._. , wanted to get contact buy the shop not open. train down to bishan, kitib wanna meet this long lost aunty?!
hahaha! when visiting, ahhh my bi, jealous cause of some sms still there say his not. ha! lunch then me and bi, when commwealth and slack. hahazxczxc.
man, i miss him. till next week.
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P.S/ In a strong relationship Even if you broken promises, i still choose to trust you. cause i love you. i believe you would change. people around said you did not keep the promise cause you don't love me enough.
i choose not to believe that.
your action might not show you love me that much, but i believe you do love me <:

i place my trust in you.  

What's the Wait for?'

2010-01-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

._. haven been blogging for a long time?' i mean really really long time' 3 more days till i meet up with bi, cannt wait.
mainly missing drinking alill. arhhh! jake daniel's nice nice~ jet, found a remix with coke cola. yeah, scary but taste gratz!
oh! my photobucket photo CMI lehs sadded >:
count-down @ kallang
prawning with bi n' kartick @ farm market
Dare-ing @ suntec
hmmm, shopping @ ion, far east plaza, etc etc...
ohoh! i need more shopping got to get something special.
going out with zeeyee in the night perhaps @ town'

overdue photos'

E-PIC FAIL!!!

Cry me sober.

2010-01-05T21:25:00.003+08:00

I EFF-ING DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOUUUU!

WHY DO YOU EVEN SOUND LIkE YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE.

PLEASE STOP MAkING ME CRY.

we really don't have time for each other any more.

what am i gonna do now?

sitting on the hall way, thinking about you&me

thinking about those times we met and cuddled.

kiss?!

will you LOVE me in the morning?

pushing the limits'

2010-01-04T22:04:00.004+08:00

*Waaa . sob sob* small boy, sms me 2 msg only. then never reply already. asking if i got go school or not? stupid jonathan toh tell small boy i never go say he never see me. fcuker!! ><
oh! whatever. wondering who's number he use. omgz!!! he's not suppose to sms. arhhh! i gonna go crazy anytime.
how can i express here >< " oh! god...
where's my goodnight msges. fuck this man.
sorry about my stupid words...
i only can type things out here, should i even give you de blog of my?!

I LOVE YOU^.^ GOODNIGHT! , SWEET DREAMS. ALWAYS RMB TAkE CARE OF YOURSELF & DON'T SLEEP TALk. sighz...

*oh! sharks. i'm gonna break down soon!

Hear me Oh! LORD^.^

2010-01-04T18:26:00.004+08:00

"Wondering makes my soul drunk,

Doubting makes me freak out,
Thinking makes me fear. "
"Wanna just keep those touch to myself ."

Arghhh... lazy lazy! == i will up load photos some other times <<<: bought my contact lens @ $150 for 1 whole year with a extra 1 month. wanna get circle contact lens. don't know where to get them? specs shop!!! ><
oh! and i should have bought my NUM. bag` with junlin, screw up man. sadded x.x and of cause a new pencil case. w/ new pen :D

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first day of school, damn should not have bring anything. no lesson @ all. boredom. i wanna study seriously! ^.^ i'm nuts. and i'm so gonna slim down this year. man oh man! cannot wait till i slim down.

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ASk AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN ON TO YOU'
~~; Daddy GOD, i pr~~ ~~ay for a~~awesome wonderful year in 2010 where favor & wisdom follows me everywhere i go. i pray that teachers and friends this coming year are understand and friendly being. and would find favor in those teachers and friends Eyes. i pray for a wonderful friendship in school and a stronger friendship in church.
and daddy god i pray for wisdom to study smart this year and pass with FLYING COLOURS. A1A1 LORD. yes lord! and i wanna grow taller, 165cm lord. and i also pray for a bonded family, and a bonding between my parents & my relationship with my darling baby jonathan ng to grown stronger with trust and love. i pray that jonathan ng would be wise and have wisdom to know what to do in school and out of school. don't allow bad influence to get near him, and know how to say NO to unworthy friends out there which are ungodly. in JESUSSSSS NAME AMEN.
Rest & Increase!!!

Hold me before i fall! if not it would be ugly.

2009-12-31T11:49:00.004+08:00

"I will always be there when you FALL.
So don't let me go,
cause i wanna give you My hand"
-

ANOTHER LAG OF COMMUNICATION ISSUE.
seriously if this carry on' i'm gonna die, so are you gonna die. if you give a fucking damn! arghhh~ nevermind, maybe i should not put the blame on you. it's just the fuck up phone that does not have money!
arghhh... i dunno, normally you would use some other people's phone to sms me but' you dont do that anymore huh?! how weird. >>>>:
~
anyway' i'm going out soon to watch avater with jet,dy,wanwen,prisca at westmall. so yupps!
then marina at night with wanwen. i wonder is there more people to go with us?
might knock into my friends there?! ^^ hahaha <<: waiting for mommy to bathe then set off. got to get contacts lens too... annoying-much! - oh! and wanyin i'm really sorry! i still love you huh^^ my goody girlf' catch up soon^.^ MOF! yeahhh...

Y eah Y-eah! tell me more? mature MUCH!!! HAHAHA <<:

2009-12-30T18:59:00.004+08:00

Hahaha^.^ This is really funny. the black ones are WENCESLAUS & the green ones are ME!
but i guess normal people would go like "LOL!'" ._."
"LMAO!" ^.^
Yet not HAHAHAHA <<<:
. teehee^^

Call me Random ._.

2009-12-30T15:57:00.002+08:00

"colour up!"

"lovue the lighting-s"

-

random shoot' dont mind me?! hahaha ^.^
I MISS YOUUU!
oh! and yeah, gonna download photoscape now! <<<:
WO DE TIAN, MOMMY NAGGING AGAIN!!!!

sorrow' tears.

2009-12-29T21:13:00.002+08:00

"Turn up the light slowly,
and i'm already happy seeing part of the light."

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Goshh! Yesterday was miserable after jun lin left' I cried my heart out. wondering why am i always the one that can't met the one i love. rather then pink always can met up with JG?! fuck up man, i'm so sad yesterday. talk to small Boy in the night, sad siol. small boy started crying cause he miss his girlf''. dumb man, he made me cried.
anyway, tomorrow is count down. i wanna go out some where to count down and hang out. who can go out with me nia? i wanna count down.
arghhh- saded!
>:

New Road, New Story <:

2009-12-28T00:09:00.003+08:00

"Staring at those Eyes,
kissing those Lip',
All the Tight Hugs& all the Soft Touch.
I Love to be Loved by You."

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27122009 today is the day!
oh! sharks, i cannot type too much here. later my beloveds will see somehow, bad bad!
anyway, today was a really AWESOME day with jonathan <:

What's if i DARE you!?

2009-12-23T16:54:00.003+08:00

"Even is i'm Me
will you still
LOVE ME?"

yeah? some random piece of me! hohoho! nothing much on my mind actually. tonight's wedding
tomorrow going out;
friday family diner&together?!
sat' going out!
sunday going church & going out? i don't know where actually cause i'm going out with jonathan hahaha! ^^V hopefuly i dare to talk damned if i do ya, damned if i don't. sharks! i'm gonna be some fucking chicken that dare not even talk to a sec 1 kid?! Zzz... -.-"
where should i even go?!
try posting some more stuffy tonight got to bathe soon! ^.^

NO MORE...

2009-12-22T21:44:00.003+08:00

I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER
I WANNA GROW TALLER

}i'm angry, i'm not happy anymore. all i wanna do is just break down. i feel so love;love. guess no one would understand. i cannot let go how can i moved on to the next. what a heart breaker. i need a break how i can i even take a break... i'm so tired. i wanna sleep and never wake up again. i'm sorry jona, mozzie you should never have step into my life NEVER...
you told me to let it go i just cannot rest it. arhhh! this is just screwed and fuck up!
i need rest, i got to take sleeping peel. i never would i ~~wanna wake up anymore.~~

photos taken by wanyin [:

}look at my finge it's CUT! looks a little screwed. and my cute cute spongebob. fine! you can't really see it.

I feel so fcu-king dumb.

2009-12-22T14:21:00.002+08:00

Lost of words;

Lost of words... that's not what i want, it's so weird?! i don't seems to understand some all those odd things that happen? we dont really seem to talk much anymore. Zomgx! i felt so horrible, and i'm sorry sorry!
i'm just not good enough for you D:

I have not a clue(?)

2009-12-21T11:40:00.002+08:00

Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances,

seriously STOP LIE-ING, omgz! i never thought all of you are almost the same. fucking hell STOP LIE-ING. i'm starting to doubt you more and more after this morning's phone call.
maybe i'm just thinking too much?!
I might just like you!
I dunno, but hahaha! youre cute~

Restore, Lord Restore`

2009-12-06T20:40:00.003+08:00

In every Girls life there's a Boy
she'll Never Forget'
and a ~~Summer~~ where it all Began

OMfG! I seriously don't know what's sup, i saw this quote and first person i thought of is xyw. That's quite shitty, i thought i'm gonna write something about 8373623 about i felt pretty weird, not alot of sms from him... blah :x terrible horrible feeling. guess i'm mean someway or another! i got to let go... Daddy God! i'm fainting` much. got a fcuk up feeling, still got camp bag not pack yet. the weather suck i don't really have enough undergarment, that's the worst part.
screw blog, my front post disappear fuck arghhh!
i was crapping about marcus chew deleting me from facebook and blocking me on msn. screw him.
but i still got to say, Lord Restore ~~wt,xyw,mc, -tt-~~
it's all in order the "first to mc" then the tt is i want God to restore him someway or another^^.
that's all i'm gonna say! cause my stupid post got deleted after i try editing something. screw screw screwwww! arghhh... i feel like punching someone.
LORD!

Happy nor Sad.

2009-12-05T23:48:00.003+08:00

"All turn learning is experience.
Everything else is just information"

Tell me more?! hahaha, nothing much. DARE-ING today the last dare this year and not so happy gonna miss xyw. saw XYW wearing orange colour skinnes, omgz! so funny ><" man, i miss him but i know i should not miss him it's so a crime. char talk to me and guess it does makes sense. sighz~ i got to let yiwen go cause if i love him, i allow him to grow in the Lord, if we are meant to be together god will have his way. amen'
life is like a box of chocolate? hmm. i wonder why they say that?!
can someone tell me?! hahaha^^

I did not pray for this.

2009-12-04T14:02:00.004+08:00

If you love something,set it free.
If it doesn't return, it was never meant to be.
If it does, love it forever.

so many things are mess up in my life. my phone failed on me now i have to bring a cannot make it phone instead, my l-life is so omgz! i dont wanna do it. i'm short of money, have got my stuff for camp so many things not wash,kena down with flu, i feel weird? and i miss XYW! i'm sad... sighz!
~
hahaha! some show on disney channel is showing some hero show. omgz! the small boy looks like kevin lee! HAHAHAHA! totally quite alike! so cute~ baby face.
any way i dont wanna love anymore. im really tired, dont force me! arghhh!
FML.

light' the day.

2009-12-02T13:20:00.005+08:00

Live the life you want to live
Be the person you want to remember
Make decision,
Make mistakes
If you fail at least you tried.

yesterday' down at sam's place. doing camp thingy! headed down at around 12 with a big bag. bought mac then stone and wait for the rest to come. the rest reach at about 230?! 0.o soo sleepy! mood suddenly swing Omgz! hate it' sorry! about yesterday's moody! kena sleepy and bad. you know!
photo's of YESTERDAY.

spammer!

2009-12-02T11:32:00.002+08:00

"babyboy" 1 dec around6-7pm spammer. youre a really weird spam? problem kid. thanks for spamming and stop spamming! STUPID! arghhh...

your perfect field. { to sam.tan! <:

2009-11-30T21:14:00.005+08:00

erasing yourself from somebody's
life is not as simple as
walking out the door.

people said,
letting go can be the hardest thing to do. loving someone can be so easy like a child eating up his lovely ice-cream.
breaking up is the saddest part of a relationship. first thing first when you get into a relationship you dont plan for a break up. you plan to stay together as long as life take you.

i want sam.t to know that if that guy cant give you, your field that you want let him go. daddy god' will sent an awesome guy that can give you your field and take whatever nonsense you have to come, and share it with him. he will be the most understanding patience caring sweet godly guy you ever meet, someone you can talk to. and fall in love for the same guy again and again. BUT... rmb, allow JESUS to be in your relationship let him be the middle man. tell JESUS about your relationship and what you wanna see grow in the relationship. be patience and trust daddy god. he will give you his best man. believe... yeah! ^_^

Heavy hearted.

2009-11-30T18:59:00.007+08:00

Learning not to regret' in life is not as easy as walking out of the door.

~

went out shopping with sam&wanwen actually suppose to be wanyin tagging along but she got to go find sec school for her younger bro, wonder what school he go?
bought my contacts lens, camp tee hmmm, but dont really like it somehow but it's nice. but but... i want those from topshop-tee plain they are soo awesome. i love them. bought shorts,sunglasses,and a pair of cheap shoes at my house downstairs which cost $18.60/-

On the way home i felt a uncomfortable feeling, heavy hearted, goshh! i dont like that feeling. feels like im gonna lose someone.

webcaming :D

2009-11-29T22:00:00.004+08:00

WOw! WEBCAMING WITH pink ><

screenshots and cam took!

facial products.

2009-11-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

Olay total effects { 7 in 1.

i dunno man, i have been using this for currently 3days. it's not bad i love the smell of the facial wash, it's like some strawberry thingy. whenever you appeal it on your face it has this small micro bits to scrub those dirty face.
after the wash your face would feel light and cooling, quite soft actually and smell gooood.
use it twice a day. yeah <: which sometimes i'm just too lazy after coming back from school or other stuff. so i would wash it once. i trry to wash twice ^^
oh! the sad thing is that you are actually told to use this product with other total effect cream and dunno what. hahaha! check out for yourself.
of cause it's better to get the whole set which i can't afford joking! i can, but i don't wish to buy it :D
cause i'm using some other brand from korea ^^ it's the facial something to clean of the blackheads which i dont really like? i dunno why! then the hyd... you know what it's a long word okay it's? to moist the skin yeah. and BB cream and sunblock. i like the sunblock it's soo awesome cause the power is 50+++ cool. i can't found any product that blocks so much.
BB cream does nothing but makes you fairer^^

Softy.

2009-11-27T21:07:00.004+08:00

Hours of wait' and heat,
it's done <:

WOOHOO! soft rebond, and it's done. I loved it.
but the bad thing i can't wash for 2 DAYS. Omg! thats the worse part of whatever type of rebonding >:
~
S O F T

smiling'

2009-11-27T11:10:00.005+08:00

Today i can't stop smiling,
All this Hope is making my face ache.

what can i say;what can i do? i'm sorry mummy!
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poor wence' no one to watch movie with him laugh my ass off" called me asking me to watch movie with him? joker' so last min how to go out and watch with him. today i'm gonna do my hair so yupps! no time, for him. some other time luhs. >< funny man` - till monday then i will go out and shop shop SHOP, for shoes shoes SHOESSS.... my dad is so gonna kill me man, buying shoes again. what to do? i'm a girl! ._. <-innocent face. yes! and gonna try to get buttoms razor back from river island hi, is it river island or forever 21? oh! mama!!! i forget, sharks. nevermind, i will hunt for it. say, i want biker jacket too (L)_(L) it's so chio. cost around $36/- at forever 21 i believe. the one with golden things on it^^ fancy! wow! can wait to shop not forgetting the camp bag. how how how? do i have enough money to buy whatever i want. i just can't stop shopping.
~
L O V E . A T . A . D I F F E R E N T . D E G R E E .

wat sup'

2009-11-26T15:28:00.005+08:00

Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances,
losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning
from the past.

today's a really NO-LIFE, boring DAY EVER. audition don't seems to be working plurk! pretty' slack too at least my plurk did rise up to 12.36
oh! sharks, i'm having a really bad hair day today. thank god, i don't have to go out today. im sooo gonna do my hair sooner or later [: lunch was noodle soup, puke* tasted horrible much. FUJI APPLE! omgz! addicted' it's soo good. watched leroy&sitch on disney channel, hohoho! lap lap lap, plurk. nothing much. soo boring, actually im trying to find something to blog about? what should i blog about? yesterday sneakers, today. i was thinking of bags nah! it's pretty boring, what can i talk about bags. okay lets see bags hmmm, forget it.
once again, DINNER-ALONE? daddy's out drinking i guess, mummy working late. sighz` kill the boredom in me somebody'.

i told mummy i want a ipod classic for birthday' she said "okay" then i ask 1 weeks later hmmm" so when can i get my present? ahem, you know ipod?" mummy when like i did not promise you that. you must show me results?" omgz! she wanna get me a writing table! >: disappointed. what flase-hope. omfg! flase-hope people that know me well, would know i hate it. ALOT. cause of all the flase-hope people have been giving me in the world. hem, sickening ><" this is soo screw up.

F L A S E - H O P E >:

sneakers! my LOVE`

2009-11-25T11:20:00.003+08:00

SEXY MUCH! (L)_(L)
i wanna get those at river island,topshop!
river island-$50.00/-
the prize is actually quite average which i would say! hahaha^^
gonna go to ION to grab those sneakers.
top-shop -$20 up*
i dont really know the prize did not check.
but they sell those at vivo.
or if you fine without branding!! you can find it at any shoes shop that sells school shoes.
cost around-$10?

P.S* that gery leather sneaker on the 2nd row left' it's actually leather, if you wanna get a leather pair instead of cotton you can head to converse. best buys!

The Evolution Of The Ipod.

2009-11-24T16:57:00.003+08:00

AWESOME MUCH!
number. 1 looks i have nothing to say' bad, fugly!
number. 2 looks a little weird?! hahaha^^
number. 3 that looks much better!!
number. 4 pure!
number. 5 pretty pretty!
number. 6 AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME :D i dont mind having that.

Weird. not !much

2009-11-24T16:47:00.002+08:00

oh! well, wence cannot make it, actually not cannot make it is cause rebecca wanna watch the movie on friday’ hmmm, yupp! so i dunno man. fine, only sam wanyin and me is going down to ION. ~~Zzz… what’s with that rebecca’s mom. hmph! quite weird how old is she? omgz! national player yet cannot really go out.~~ okays… i should nnot judge others. im soo mean. hahahhaha!

finally plurk, my goshhh! karma said i plurk to much. LOL, only like 1.10 increase ><” thing’s i gonna need to buy before camp,

Camp bag
Boomz! river island’s sneakers { opps! out of the box! :P
maybe got to buy shorts. yeah! stupid cannot wear FBT. saded much D:

nothing i can think of aready!

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{.The STARS that lights the way home

*InWeirdApplesNeverNotAppearSeriousEnough.EevnYawningOurU-shapeRacesFlickACatEveryday?

photo’s of that day.

2009-11-23T12:53:00.002+08:00

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Yupps! happy belated’ birthday to ME. and happy birthday to SEAHWANYIN. Awesome, those photo’s are on 211109 in the car. bonding much! LOVED BY THEM, IM SOO BLAZTED OF WITH THEM.

im tired, of trying like what i said on de other post, but even if you hate me or whatever dont have to delet me form facebook what? Shingz! you really do have some problem, please grow up. dont be soo SHINGZ! 0.o” problem kid. hate me why dont you just face me and tell me. IN TO MY FACE. <- talking about someone else not mozzie,

thanks.

2009-11-22T00:28:00.001+08:00

Boomz! thanks, for everything DNA. thanks for the love. and yeah not to forget thanks wence the MR. gay, for de piggy. anyway, i believe it’s time to forget about mozzie. what’s the use, love-ing someone that does not even really talk to you anymore? do he even care? i dont think so. he dont get anything for you on your birthday. huhz? soo what, it’s totally love-ing something that’s dead. am i right to say that. i hate one sided love. anyway, i try getting the best out of you once, maybe i got a little, im happy and not asking for more. you cannot give me the sky i want? i should just stop getting your attention. it’s all just eating me up on the inside slowly every false-hope, every lie. i try, it’s i got to call it a stop once and for all :D 2x secure then even. AMEN!

OMGZ! wence wence, this EJ will be his first even camp. woohoo! lol, why am i soo happy for him? hahaha^^ crazy.

I just realise and it’s too late.

2009-11-19T01:44:00.001+08:00

if i just realise that we lasted for 5 months and i dont even know, i should not have broken up with you. now my heart’s breaking even more… saded! reading our past conversation. i cried! arghhh ><” if only it’s not cause of her, not cause i listen to him nor her? this would not have happen. saded! I MISS YOU, I WANT YOU BACk!

arghhh! FML.

I saw I wonder, NOW WHAT?

2009-11-17T22:00:00.001+08:00

MOFO, i meet up with kelvan aready! i dont really know what to say about him man. his chara damn puky. his looks not bad quite shuai, awesome EYES! i tell you, i want his eyes, BIG AND BRIGTH. >< awesome AWESOME^^ meet up at woodland, macing then slack OMGZ!!! he there kpkb, flick up lah. wanna go acrade then go luhs! i dont care siol ditch me then whatever luhs. stupid a-hole! ditch aready nevermind thought he will hang out with us jasmine kit yee n’ me in the end, he solo or dunno lah =.=

whatever lah. i know you one ah beng…fine fine! i dont really bother. we very lame~ omgz.! Zzz… i dont like that. i’m not gonna even meet him again. what a bad impression!

* my love life? oh! shark! >< saded!

If I…

2009-11-14T10:19:00.001+08:00

If i see you again today it’s miracle.

If i did not say hi, after i see you. Its cause i’m scare.

But IF you see me, please give me a smile.

lets like this miracle happen, once again.

Hate falling sick.

2009-11-11T13:34:00.001+08:00

==. of all things i fall sick now, hope can make it for tomorrow’s movie. kit yee wanna know wence huh. he 100% faint. LOL, walao… joke go out also cannot settle time? where to meet? no leadership sigh!

>< * when i fall sick in the past sure got people sms me? or like every other days. but now, soo dead. what am i really sacking for? love? attention form guys? what have i become, omgz! I CAN LIVE WITHOUR GUYS. OkAY. 0.O FLICk up. guess, i made mistakes i can’t erase.

What’s going on with me? /you.

2009-11-10T00:19:00.001+08:00

yes!! i did not blog for 2 days i think, but who cares i blog AS A JURONAL TO DADDY GOD and no one really knows my add. for my blogger. bleah :P thats soo funny? i blog and i dont tell people about my blog. anyway moving along. im having some problem with myself this past few days. well, it did not really affect me until now. like what’s supp with people talk about me and my height thingy? 0.o” i cried over it more then twice i believe. i really really HATED my height. today tonight this moment im giving DADDY GOD MY PROBLEM, MY HEIGHT PROBLEM and my skin tone problem kena weird about the skin tone, i wanna look like the rest. i dont wanna be special in that way. i wanna be like everyone, every chinese. i hate it. anyways, WHAT’S IMPORTANT TO ME IS EVEN MORE IMPORTANT TO GOD. IM LOOkING AT THE CROSS FRM THIS DAY ONWARDS. . .

DG hang out.

2009-11-06T11:26:00.002+08:00

yesterday, was a really wet wet day. hahaha! rain rain rain non-stop soo we went bowling first for around 2 hours. then cycle at east coast. hahaha~ awesome day.
long time seens DG HANG OUT. woohoo!

im not, lovesick =="

2009-11-04T19:44:00.003+08:00

Just came back frm tuition oh! my eyes gonna close soon. =.=" did not really talk to ___ , today. his too busy working. blah! will miss him but tmr also cannot talk sigh! im going out with DG. will see maybe friday can chat again. ahahaha^.^ and im soo not lovesick. :P

till i meet him someday :D
goshhh... i'ma indeed missing him ^^ wuahahahaha!!!

Happy National Sandwich Day!

2009-11-04T10:39:00.002+08:00

Happy National Sandwich Day!

Slogans

"Eat Fresh", first used in 2000 is the Subway chain's current worldwide slogan. Past slogans and regional variations include:

"When You're Hungry, Make Tracks for Subway" (1979-1985)
"My Way" (1985–1990)
"The Place Where Fresh is the Taste" (1990–1995)
"What a Sandwich" (1994–1995)
"Right Before Your Eyes" (1995-96)
"The Way A Sandwich Should Be" (1996–2000)
"Eat Fresh." (2000-present)
"Choose Well." (2004–present)
"Think Fresh. Eat Fresh." (2008–present in Canada)
"Fresh is best" (2006)
"I feel good" (2009-present in Australia/New Zealand)
"You can have it my way, or Subway" (2005-present in Edinburgh SAS)
"Subway, Where Winners Eat" (2009-present, During the 2009 Little League World Series and Subway's Scrabble compeition^{[citation needed]})
"We've Got A Sub For That" (2009 in the UK and Ireland)

*hahaha! im just bored soo, here you go subway yummy! try one today :D

Seeing a pretty girl & hunky guy in pain.

2009-11-04T01:05:00.003+08:00

wow! i guess i do understand how it feels after a break and a deeply hurt one.
idk? i randomly read someone's blog(: sigh* i really felt the pain for the guy, after his break up. he love her soo much. but believe both are right, she too young and his almost at the age to continue living with her for the rest of his life, i believe.
they both still love each other, let time heal the wound.

-btw, that girl im talking about is really pretty! and i will say that ima indeed jealous of her. she get whatever she wants. maybe i do not know her thick and thin but i know she's one bless girl. awesome look! GOD BLAST YOU RICHLY, IM DEAR.

You know, I know

2009-11-04T00:06:00.003+08:00

i know i dont' look like my mummy! hahaha^^ who cares! i love her very much :D even if she nags and scolds me(:

currently: watching hannah montana. =.="

goshh! chat with kor kor, jasmine, kevin hahaha^^ crap everything hmmm, only the kor kor me and jas part was cool. fighting over churchs NCC VS CHC. wth! funny right. but yeah kor made alot of sense about the differents between NCC and CHC! wow...
im soo amaze! kor indeed "HOT".

sigh! tmr got tuition like "fucx". it holiday, and peeps are asking me out for tmr. of all things i got tuition and cannot make it. i wanna go shopping, ahhh! stupid. NEVER! never...

sharks! have been talking to this guy for 2 days aready hahaha^^ his kena "cute" not that i like him i believe. just that i do enjoy those teasing and jokes! his really funny. and yeah! baby face. hahaha^^ but he does not have facebook wasted =.=" hahaha^^
but one thing his 20. and im 14? wth -.-"

no more.

2009-11-02T22:34:00.005+08:00

Beat that' im one and alone. NO one can use me, or hurt me anymore! i belong in the arms of DADDY GOD, MY ABBA MY FATHER.

daddy god made the whole world for me to play and im wise in jesus name. as he is so am i in still world. get it, right. im in the world but not of the world :D

perhaps.

2009-11-02T16:27:00.002+08:00

jealousy? envy? perhaps!

perhaps i over reacted so much cause' i envy you! youre my good friend and of all things youre in the picture. it was never my fault, never was i in the picture.
...
till you put me up in the frame. am i gonna lose a friend. cause i envy her. and you cheated on me. but, youre still lie-ing towards her and me. i really wonder can i still face you even as a friend. nope! dont think' so. i never talk to you after that lie. never again! would i wanna see your face.
youre a disappointment. deep, deep... disappointment!

seriously how can i trust guys again?!
perhaps, its all just fate.

sharks!

2009-11-02T14:26:00.001+08:00

WTB... you cannot go out. sigh! "blow air.
stoning then! im hungry i need MY MAC WINGS.

Another brand new day.

2009-11-02T10:45:00.001+08:00

great, now im bored D: wondering when is beloved gonna reply or call me back... arhhh!
just ate sugar crackers & prawn crackers in the morning hahaha^^ that soo bad, but nevermind :P
planning to go shopping with beloved, get beloved phone back and yeah. something else.
omg! i really got nothing to do. maybe i do? but im just too lazy.

Will continue writing tonites, ^^

Wondering.

2009-11-02T00:13:00.001+08:00

as you can see, im blogging again cause i got nothing to do and i wanna share my thought, hardship with whoever is reading my blog. recently not doing very well, my love life is in a mess. im study not really there yet, my friendship in school kena weird. my church peeps still the BEST. i believe ^^

Start with my love life. long story currently something kena happen between me S.W.Y and some jerk. starts like that we took train home with that jerk and some of the peeps with out S.W.Y we started talking about who like who? *laughs yeah. we ask the jerk who he likes he dont wanna say then me and Dy said S.W.Y then jerk like "yeah yeah! i told S.W.Y about my love towards her. whatever crap then everyone started talking and teasing him about that. one night i smsed jerk asking him who he seriously like?, then of all things he said me. im stun but i did not really believe that, thank goodness. but i continue talking to jerk like a normal friend one day i sms him saying that im bored and he replied this. " you bored my fault arh? go find your wanyin talk ah ?" what the flick... nevermind jerk also got sudden PMS. gay! moving on he started saying that he dont know me! fine, i cannot take it anymore. i ask J for help cut the long story short, jerk was just using me so that people will not tease him and S.W.Y anymore. what the flick.
using me is like omg! cheated my feelings... im really angry when i found out. jerk why are you doing this for all your STUPID FACE. omgz! i dont understand you. thank god i have friends that will not leave me hanging out there in the dark. if J did not tell me im gonna be left in the dark all alone. you know how EVIL, MEAN youre. you hurt me. hurt ME MUCH. i saw your second FACE. im in a mess, totally mess!

Gonna go shopping with beloved. heading down to Far East Plaza, Ion and Wisma. & might be meeting _____ if we have fate in orchard road.