jealousy? envy? perhaps!

perhaps i over reacted so much cause' i envy you! youre my good friend and of all things youre in the picture. it was never my fault, never was i in the picture.
...
till you put me up in the frame. am i gonna lose a friend. cause i envy her. and you cheated on me. but, youre still lie-ing towards her and me. i really wonder can i still face you even as a friend. nope! dont think' so. i never talk to you after that lie. never again! would i wanna see your face.
youre a disappointment. deep, deep... disappointment!

seriously how can i trust guys again?!
perhaps, its all just fate.