as you can see, im blogging again cause i got nothing to do and i wanna share my thought, hardship with whoever is reading my blog. recently not doing very well, my love life is in a mess. im study not really there yet, my friendship in school kena weird. my church peeps still the BEST. i believe ^^

Start with my love life. long story currently something kena happen between me S.W.Y and some jerk. starts like that we took train home with that jerk and some of the peeps with out S.W.Y we started talking about who like who? *laughs yeah. we ask the jerk who he likes he dont wanna say then me and Dy said S.W.Y then jerk like "yeah yeah! i told S.W.Y about my love towards her. whatever crap then everyone started talking and teasing him about that. one night i smsed jerk asking him who he seriously like?, then of all things he said me. im stun but i did not really believe that, thank goodness. but i continue talking to jerk like a normal friend one day i sms him saying that im bored and he replied this. " you bored my fault arh? go find your wanyin talk ah ?" what the flick... nevermind jerk also got sudden PMS. gay! moving on he started saying that he dont know me! fine, i cannot take it anymore. i ask J for help cut the long story short, jerk was just using me so that people will not tease him and S.W.Y anymore. what the flick.
using me is like omg! cheated my feelings... im really angry when i found out. jerk why are you doing this for all your STUPID FACE. omgz! i dont understand you. thank god i have friends that will not leave me hanging out there in the dark. if J did not tell me im gonna be left in the dark all alone. you know how EVIL, MEAN youre. you hurt me. hurt ME MUCH. i saw your second FACE. im in a mess, totally mess!

Gonna go shopping with beloved. heading down to Far East Plaza, Ion and Wisma. & might be meeting _____ if we have fate in orchard road.